Freak of Nature - A.c.t

The odor scent from the circus surrounding me causes ambiguous\nFeelings. My home, a scenery of degeneration and morbidity. Filthy\nMoney feeds me. Your visits in this stronghold of humiliation seem\nTo awake no pangs of conscience. Your fresh bodies in beautiful\nCases are prepared for a journey of enchantment and horrors, despise\nAnd intoxicating scam. Every laughter caused by the sight of\nMe causes pain in my soul, distancing me from those worthy and\nDignified. None of you believes there is a story to tell\nThis is me!\nFeeling lonely, worn out entirely\nScared and afraid, troubled and offended\nCheated, abused, betrayed, confused\nThreatened, beaten, insulted, humiliated\nMy life is insignificant\nWelcome Sire, you can admire\nAll freaks of nature, feel free, just to hire\nYou may laugh and we will disgust you\nAs long as you pay what we want you to\nYou’re allowed to take our pictures\nIf you could see me behind the mask I’m always wearing\nYou will find a man who’s been abused 'cause he is different\nIf we could swap just one day you’d understand\nWho took him from me, something was wrong\nThey have always been his dearest friends\nWhy now? So raw, his flesh, their claws\nSomeone must have shown them what to do\nPlease, let this nightmare end now!\nIf you could see me behind the mask I’m always wearing\nYou will find a man who’s been abused 'cause he is different\nIf we could swap just one day you’d understand\nSire, I am sorry I was\nIn the way of your spit, -who is monstrous?!\nMaybe I should spit back at you\nJust to prove I am human too\nI’ll take my vengeance upon you!\nHow can I go on in this life?\nYou left me here, now I’m all alone\nThese scars won’t heal, never, I feel\nSo lost, it’s not fair. You should have been here!\nIf you could see me behind the mask I’m always wearing\nYou will find a man who’s been abused 'cause he is different