This Song Was Supposed to Be Called "Existence Is Futile" But Revocation Stole It from Us - Open Letters

You’re gone

And nothing can change it

You’re gone

No tears I can show that would dig up the dirt

Open the casket

Return their condolences and gift baskets

These feelings are worthless

These feelings are worthless

These feelings are so worthless

These feelings are so worthless

These feelings are so worthless

These feelings are so…

So fucking worthless

My family force-gifted me

Some of her past belongings

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

To get worked up like they will

I think I finally felt it

How I’m supposed to feel

I wrapped my arms around my mother

And she screamed into my chest

I think I finally felt it

How I’m supposed to feel

I wrapped my arms around my mother

And she screamed into my chest

And at the funeral I saw pain in so many shades

I dusted off my paca’s grave

Knew that someday I would do the same for her at someone else’s funeral

Where I’d see so many shades of pain and walk away

But ultimately feel the same

Ultimately feel the same, the same

Ultimately feel the same

You’re gone

And nothing can change it

You’re gone

No tears I can show that would dig up the dirt

Open the casket

Return their condolences and gift baskets

I think I finally felt it

How I’m supposed to feel

I wrapped my arms around my mother

And she screamed into my chest

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

To get worked up like they will

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

To get worked up like they will

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

To get worked up like they will

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

To get worked up like they will

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

To get worked up like they will

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

To get worked up like they will

(These feelings are so worthless)

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

(These feelings are so worthless)

To get worked up like they will

(These feelings are so worthless)

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

(These feelings are so worthless)

To get worked up like they will

(These feelings are so worthless)

I guess I’m not the sentimental type

(These feelings are so worthless)

To get worked up like they will

These feelings are so worthless

These feelings are so worthless