A Shot in the Dark - Abrupt

I’m craving steak

I take my plate n

Chuck it on the floor instead of saying grace

I think I need a change of pace

And some direction from someone real just to help me pave my way

I’m happy, as soon as I’ve got me a bevvy

Someone better get the doctors at the hospital ready

My boats rocking already

There’s a huge weight on my shoulders cuz everything I’m dropping is heavy

I can’t figure out all the shit that drives me so I step on the clutch

Rvving it up

They’ll never find a rplacement for me in this game cuz I’m

Displaying my steez on every record I touch

I see this world through the devil’s eyes

I know it’s his cuz the voices in my head never lie

That’s why my pen is a weapon of truth

And all these people believe every sentence I spew

And all I can do

Is thank you for putting up with my shit

I don’t show it but I love you to bits

I went from being nothing to this

A sick spitter who could never quit and button his lips n

I don’t give a flying fuck what people say that I’m like

I’m still just a boy sleep walking late in the night

I blow my fuse and hold back every possible spark

Tryna change who you are is a shot in the dark

And this is the only way I can express my thoughts

Every mistake made is a lesson taught

And I’ve made a few

I’ve been circling round the problems in my mind working out how to break this

loop

But I keep on coming back to the same conclusion

Making moves to stay in tune with my brain’s confusion

All we’ve got is music

We’ve got the tools to make it work but I’m scared that it’s too late to use em

Keep lifting up that head of yours

Chin up kid, there’s no need to frown anymore

You’ve got a lot of goals to learn to amount to

You’re doing fine as long as there’s a circle around you

Yeah, forget all that stupid stuff you’re juggling

Just try and focus even if your mum is struggling

There’s nothing more important than the future you hold

Your mums gonna be fine, just do as you’re told