Pleasus - Biko

Did I ever learn to say when I’ve had enough

When I can barely hold it up, while I hold you down

And lift this crown and sew the seeds into the ground

And plant my feet

Or try to breath or try to drown, whichever first

It’s all the same to me

When every bone is begging please

Don’t let it slip away

My uncertain hands clutching close

The life I chose, I failed to notice

It crumble to dust right in front of my face

So I chalk it up to fate

And avoid the blame

I push it off

It set me off

I was wrong

Invited hate insid my home

Trade my confidenc for status quo

My skeletons for curios

My body in pursuit of goals

I hate to say it, babe

I don’t think I’m the same

My spirit ain’t the same

Baby I am not the same

Have I lived my life right

Did I lay it all on the line

Or was I just not there for it

Losing out on every kiss

On nights I thought to stay inside

Or love the wrong one every time

Loving everyone but me

I traded all my time

Just to see you smile

And to hold your hand

Hoping that a breeze

Wouldn’t shake me down

But still I stand

Letting go of all those heavy things

The part of me that lived

To see you breathe is suffocating

Reveling the bitter end

Have I lived my life right

Did I lay it all on the line

Or was I just not there for it

Losing out on every kiss

On nights I thought to stay inside

Or love the wrong one every time

Loving everyone but me

Nothing ever came for free

I gave everything

You always needed more

So you looked for it in me

So I set myself free

I only have room for me

It’s only me now

Only me