Give up to Ghosts - Citizen Soldier

Wish I could sleep but there’s a gaslight\nInside my brain, it’s burning so bright\nThe memories inside of my mind\nMake every rewind feel like a hate crime\nI can’t explain why I’m not alright\nI’m getting static on the phone line\nBut\nthe mess for some time\nThere is no sign of any sunrise\nBut when it does appear I’ll still be here\nSo you can blame me, shame me\nGaslight me and frame me\nBut I am stronger than you know\nI’m just like thunder from lightning\nMore than what’s behind me\nAnd I will never give up to ghosts\nNo\nThe more I want I’m getting heavy\nThe more I have I’m more deadly\nI pay the price to living rent free\nenemy to being friendly\nI’m sick of killing my emotions with this medication\nI’m sick of doubting myself, I need some validation\nIt’s time that I unlearn, I’ll be indoctrination\nThis is my revelation\nIt’s time for confrontation\nSo you can blame me, shame me\nGaslight me and frame me\nBut I am stronger than you know\nI’m just like thunder from lightning\nMore than what’s behind me\nAnd I will never give up to ghosts\nNo\nEven if I tremble\nEven if I cry\nIt’s time to face my demons\nAnd look 'em in the eye\nEven if I panic\nBreak down and fall apart\nI refuse to be a slave to all their scars\nThough all they’re scary when are kept inside the dark\nSo you can blame me, shame me\nGaslight me and frame me\nDo your worst, I won’t let go\nI’m just like thunder from lightning\nMore than what’s behind me\nAnd I will never give up to ghosts\nNo\nI will never give up to ghosts\nNo