Waking Up Early - Clementines

I wake at one o’clock

I see the morning sky

It’s dark

Every time I talk

There’s pains inside my jaw

It hurts

Of all the times I try

I see your natural eyes

I cry

And I don’t mean to whine

But when I try to live

I die

I always die

And I know I’ve done a lot this time

Just please don’t forgive me

Just know that I apologize

And I know I’ve gone too far this time

Just don’t understand it

Just know that I’m still on your side

Breathe a staggered breath

There’s ashes in my chest

It’s hot

Run fingers through my hair

But I feel nothing there

It’s gone

Never shed a tear

Hope for a better year

And try to live

I’m running out of cheer

The end is probably near

I’m sorry charlie

I didn’t mean to party

And I know I’ve done a lot this time

So please don’t forgive me

Just know that I apologize

And I know I’ve gone too far this time

Just don’t understand it

Just know that I’m still on your side

And I know I’ve done a lot this time

Just don’t understand it

Just know that I’m still on your side

And I know I’ve gone too far this time

Just don’t understand it

Just know that I apologize

(Are we good?)