Reluctant - Fiance

I made my light go out

There’s nothing left to feel

It all ran out

And I don’t really want you to wait

Run from me when I’m in this state

So cauterize a wound that doesn’t bleed

Just to feel that warmth against me

And I don’t really want you to wait

Run from me when I’m in this state

Call it what you will I won’t say a thing

You know I never liked pretending

Given up to fall into my bed

Surrounding words I could have said

I don’t really want to make a vow

Reluctant

You know I’ve always been reluctant

But I don’t really want that to change

Broken down and stuck in my ways

Call it what you will, I won’t say a thing

Throughout the room I hear a breeze

Redundant

I maybe too, just be redundant

It doesn’t have to mean a thing

It doesn’t ever have to grow

Every night I stare at my neighbor’s house

I wonder if they’re even on the floor just standing still

Sometimes I need the most, but we won’t talk about

So I’ll stand close to you so that we’ll never have to walk