Disease - GLASS TIDES

It starts to eat at me

I’m giving into my disease

I want to feel something

I give it every part of me

I want to breathe it in

I want to feel it in my skin

I think it’s what I need

I hear it calling out to me

I’ve been holding myself up way too long

Reaching so high left me so low

Am I the problem, am I the victim

Or the cause of my disease

I let it eat at me

I start to like the way it feels

Consuming parts of me

I never wanted to reveal

I start to fuck it up

I’m losing people close to me

I crave the sudden rush

I wanna, I wanna

Pull myself apart

And start to build again

Reach right through my scars

I wanna feel something

I’ve been holding myself up way too long

Reaching so high left me so low

Am I the problem, am I the victim

Or the cause of my disease

I’ve been holding myself up way too long

Reaching so high left me so low

Am I the problem, am I the victim

Or the cause of my di-

I’ve been holding myself up way too long

Reaching so high left me so low

Am I the problem, am I the victim

Or the cause of my disease