XXX - iLon

It just feels like some days I’m really really numb

Can’t get out my mind

I mean, yeah, what is going on?

They say it’s cold outside

And all I see is snow

One day I’ll be all right

Yea, but when it’s going to come?

They say I’m superficial cause I don’t really talk a lot

They say I’m arrogant 'cause I don’t want to give up

They say I’m anxious because I keep looking around

They say I’m less than this motherfucker fucking on the ground, shit

Last night I made her scream I screamed internally

My heart is bleeding I may have to need a surgery

My God I might give up if right away I don’t go to sleep

You want us to hook up but I’d just like to fuckin' leave, the fuck you mean?

For a second look into my eyes and tell me what you see

All my fears turning alive, turning in reality

So me say ay man yeah there’s no a fucking alibi.

My girl she’s mad cause i’got bipolarity

I- hate myself but I love me more

Than anybody else everybody wrong

Anybody else cannot get along

Can’t find a fucking sense on this fucking song

Can’t find a fucking sense on this fucking song

What the fuck is wrong? Wanna fucking end it

Fucking pain I gotta learn to handle it

Must a fucking way to tryna burn my enemies ya

I’ll be on the ground for a minute

Moving up and down like a digit

Bitch the fuck you talk you’re a midget

Waiting for my crown that is legit

Cause I’m a fallen king falling angel

They just seeking out for revenge and

Maybe I’m too smart for the heaven

So they just sent me to the basement

If God doesn’t accept me then I’m Satan

I’ve got no time if you hate man

Got a bigger plan got a motherfucking statement

Got a bigger gang, got a game, gotta play that

Got a bigger brain now I’ve got that brainache… fuck that

Aaah it’s so fucking hard…