I Told You - JaoT, Slowpoke

It isn’t on you to show you I care

I thought I told you I’d be right here

I thought I told you

I thought I told you

I thought I told you I’d be right here

It isn’t on you to show you I care

I thought I told you I’d be right here

The truth you go through liars might fear

But now your gold too fired by pure

You’re pure gold

Your soul your story untold

It was tough some know

Your pure gold

Your soul your story untold

It was tough some know

Mistake my kindness for weakness

I was blinded by demons

I from an island of treason

I’m tryna climb out the deep end

A rose rising from cement

Who knows the rhyme or the reason

I’m surprised I’m still breathing this much life an achievement

So much time I spent grieving

The grim reaper keeps stevin

Stress-relieving is drinking my heart is broken and freezing

Just tryna cope through the seasons

Full of hope and I’m reaching

My mind is open and leaking ‘cause my composure is weakened

They say my poetry’s genius

But homie I need it

That PTSD and depression in depressed need of some treatment

In search of feeling from Jesus

And still dealing with street shit

Feel like everybody leaving

Say «good riddance» to leeches

You’re pure gold

Your soul your story untold

It was tough some know

Your pure gold

Your soul your story untold

It was tough some know

My ambition for destruction only matched by disfunction

Flipping birds at these bees I never had that discussion

Some people said I’m nuts

I kept my pants up

Only thing I sagged was my head sad cuz I’m fucked

My shoulders slumped

I’m shit take a dump

I live in a commode

And this hole is my home

A boulder is my blanket how the fuck can I get up in the morn

These cement shoes I can’t jump on

My eyes have not seen what I’m destined to be

When I say take five ain’t no resting for me

The weight of the sky it’s a pressure to me

And I don’t believe in God what’s a blessing to me

That shit that you tried ain’t impressive to me

Don’t wanna see this dog’s teeth I need it desperately

Separately could be the wolf creeping through the grass

Same time I’m the farmer got this shit up in the bag

The source of my discourse is of course remorse

I’m dropping in sauce

Adjourn me like a court

My mind split divorced

Dark side of the moon this the dark side of the force

Lighting coming from my fingers bringing that crackling noise

Turn my back on the world so if I’m going back it’s forward

Arguments with my girl we be going back and forward

Just send my mail to hell ‘cause that’s prolly where I’m going

Even if I get damned promise I’mma keep on flowing

It isn’t on you to show you I care

I thought I told you I’d be right here

The truth you go through liars might fear

But now your gold too fired by pure

You’re pure gold

Your soul your story untold

It was tough some know

Your pure gold

Your soul your story untold

It was tough some know

Take my caring for granted don’t panic it’s close to marble

Solid hard as getting some head work in a carpool

Argue about problems and the shit that I taught

You can’t stand my drunk ass guess I need a new bar stool

Hard to imagine life where my feelings ain’t fucked

I don’t chill in my bucket

Bump the illest if ruckus

Screaming kill it and fuck it

You’re pure gold

And I can’t wait ‘til it unfolds

But until then just want you to know

It ain’t on you

It isn’t on you to show you I care

I thought I told you I’d be right here

I thought I told you

I thought I told you

I thought I told you I’d be right here

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