Push - Olan

It didn’t seem like much to give

A universe I’ve burned myself out for

Day after ravenous day

I’ve longed for this only outcome to change

But my reasons are not the same

So how long do I have?

How long can I keep

Making this up in my head (till I am)

A forsaking lover

Dried out in the heat

With no way to tell what’s real or worth remembering

(what's real, what’s worth)