Constantly Waiting - Pauline Taylor

Constantly waiting for something better to come along.

Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?

Constant regret for every little thing that is gone.

Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

Though there is silence in my house

Inside I hear a little whisper that refuses to go away

And it tells me that

There is something missing from my life

But I don’t know what it can be,

I know it is not possessions and I know it is not religion.

Will I ever find out

And do I wanna find out,

And is it gonna take a long time?

Because I’m always

Constantly waiting for something better to come along,

Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?

Constant regret for every little thing that is gone,

Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

I have decisions to make.

I need to pick up the pieces and cast off all the downs that are on my mind

I can be strong by myself.

I came into the world alone and I managed before and I can do it again,

This is not the end, I won’t let it be the end.

I’m sick and tired of the pain

I know the hurt I feel wasn’t half as bad as when you were with me.

And I should be thankful, and I should be grateful.

And all the tears I cried didn’t do me any good and they just let me Looking ugly.

Now it’s not too late for me

'cause I refuse to be Constantly waiting for something better to come along.

Am I only wasting my time, am I wrong?

Constant regret for every little thing that is gone,

Do I really want it all back, am I wrong?

People say that I’m changed,

But I don’t know if it’s good or bad.

So can you tell me am I wrong, am I wrong, am I wrong now?

Do I say what I want,

Do I say what I feel.

Tell me, am I wrong, am I wrong, am I wrong?

Do I want it all back? Do I want it all back? No.

I don’t wonna be waiting, no.