Forgive Myself - Shaylen

Don’t know how to love myself

Don’t know how to love myself

Without somebody laying in my bed

Don’t know how to be alone

Don’t know how to be alone

Without the thought of crawling out my skin

Can’t take the advice that I’m given

I throw it away, never listen

Pissing off all of my friends

All of my friends, all of my friends

I need to make better decisions

I hate the way that I’m living

So I’m gonna try this again

Try it again, try it again

I’m slowly learning to forgive myself

Feel like a psycho living in this hell

Don’t owe nobody nothing

I won’t leave this apartment

Till I look in the mirror and don’t hate who’s there

I’m learning to forgive myself

I know it’s gonna take some time

It don’t happen overnight

Beautiful messes rarely ever do

They tell me to breathe in

But then I can’t breathe out

I just wanna be somebody who makes somebody proud

Can’t take the advice that I’m given

I throw it away, never listen

Pissing off all of my friends

All of my friends, all of my friends

I need to make better decisions

I hate the way that I’m living

So I’m gonna try this again

Try it again, try it again

I’m slowly learning to forgive myself

Feel like a psycho living in this hell

Don’t owe nobody nothing

I won’t leave this apartment

Till I look in the mirror and don’t hate who’s there

I’m learning to forgive myself

I’m learning to forgive myself

I ain’t flawless

Yeah, I got a long list

But crying on bathroom floors

Ain’t working for me no more

So I count my losses

Pack 'em up in boxes

To people I hurt before

I’m slowly learning to forgive myself

Feel like a psycho living in this hell

Don’t owe nobody nothing

I won’t leave this apartment

Till I look in the mirror and don’t hate who’s there

I’m learning to forgive myself

I’m learning to forgive myself

I’m learning to forgive myself