Headaches - Slash Fiction

An aneurysm took my friend

He fell asleep and he didn’t wake up again

He wouldn’t have known a thing about it

His wife woke up and he was dead

Now I focus on every twitch in my head

Every lightning headache

And every rush of blood

And each dull pain behind my eyes

Has me convinced I’m going to wake up dead

I spend my life so afraid to die

I’m not sure I’m living

I waste so much time trying not to waste time

I’m not sure I’m living

And every time I give in to the voic that says I’ll be nothing

Another year’s gon by

A tumour in the brain took my grandad

He fell asleep and he didn’t wake up again

Well he knew it was coming but he didn’t accept it

And I held his hand as he went

Now I picture his face when I look in a mirror

I don’t feel like a man

But I can’t hide his brow

And each dull pain behind my eyes

Has me convinced that’s how I’m gonna die