stigmata - Stef

I’m bout as dead as dead can get

While I peel off my rotting flesh

I let the maggots eat up all that’s left

I’m twice my age in my late teens

The world went on and crushed my dreams

And ain’t no one can hear my fuckin' scream

I’ma kill myself 'fore I get too old

I’ma die right here where the red ferns grow

All the pain fade to black, baby down we go

I’ma say pray to satan to save my soul

Agitated, baby wait you know where I be

Got a knee to the neck baby I can’t breathe

Yo' passiv cruelty knocked me off my feet

I’m a dick, nver showed to my god damn grad

Give a fuck if my girl never been so sad

How my sons blowin' up for they goddamn dad

I don' care bout the fame but I want my bag

Yous a dick, yous a bitch, everywhere I be

I don’t care 'cause my friends neva did like me

Kinda miss my abuse, I was grown up at 14