Wishes - Toby

I wish I wasn’t so honest

I wish I didn’t make comments

On things I see bout you and me

You wishing I would just stop it

And I been hooked on my Phonics

Since little league and Bionicles, this the start of my chronicle

Are you hearing my voice?

Or are you just waiting to talk

I wasn’t banging no block or parading blame against them opps

For the shit I saw on the news, I held my tongue bout my views and people died

People died, yeah

Got my thoughts in the cloud

Got my head in the trees

My homies lost in the weed

Cook the pasta with the vodka and cream

Thought I lost it when I followed my dream

And now I’m rocking out on stages its outrageous

Now yo girl on her knees

Sayin she never do this. Oh she think that I’m stupid

We can pretend if you like

We can pretend for the night

Cuz Ima leave and you gon stay and live the rest of his life

Wondering if it feels right

I keep complaining bout the shit I never change

When I get thirsty I just walk in the rain

Cuz if I cry then they won’t see it

If I die they won’t believe it

It ain’t a crime to be deceiving

Drop a dime, and I’ll be leaving

I don’t want to cuz I’m onto something

Seen my homie off two somethings

Told my mama off for something

I hate growing up and suffering

I hate growing up

You don’t know me

I don’t know you

Walk these crossroads home

Scared that when I’m

Old and lonely

I’ll wish I had grown