Jordan - Complete

I really wish you would leave me alone

I just wanna be by my own for a second

But you always gotta creep in my dome

Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon

I reckon you’re just as lonely as I am

I reckon you’re just lonely as me

I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait

'Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need

Oh please, can you just listen up

Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once?

I mean fuck, this just isn’t fun

I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt

Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up

Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh

I ain’t ever falling for that again

I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothing but a nutter

I just wanna have a moment of peace

I just wanna go to sleep without you

Always calling me a loner, saying that I can’t stay sober

And I should make a rope with the sheets

I just wanna focus on beats

Focus on making the dopest release, nah

You should get drunk, you should just jump

You should just thump and explode on the streets

Dammit, man, you make me sick

You’ve always been a crazy prick

I remember the days that we played as kids and you’d say

I should go to the neighbours place and set flames to it

Take a sip, take a sip

Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD

Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip

That’s four, does that make you tick?

Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss

Every day is the same as you chase your fix

You’re a slave to the taste of a fake escape

And too lazy to change a bit, you’re afraid to quit

So you wait a bit and you wait a bit

Gain weight a bit, what a way to live

Okay, you prick, I get the picture no need to explain the shit

You’re ashamed of it

Maybe I am

But who are you to judge?

It was you who was telling me to do the drugs

And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun

You were upset, you were dumped

I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is

You choose to run from your problems

Don’t blame me for the fact you’re a stupid cunt

Take it back

No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that

I’m the one that remains intact

And at the same time craving crap that you made me have

Don’t say I’m a lazy rat

When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act

You’re just mad that your brain is tapped

You’re the same as your crazy dad, you’re a maniac

Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like

To be so messed up that you hope that you die

When you’re over your life and you know that you might

Put a knife to your throat as you cry

But I chose to survive cause I think I could focus and try more

Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide

You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside

You just poke and provoke till the moment’s arrived

Why? Why you gotta do this to me?

You’re choosing to be so abusive and mean

Refusing to leave till my brain has been taken

You’re basically placing the noose on the beam

Everybody wants that according to you

No more torment, Jordan, we’re through

No more talking the door has been shut

I’m ignoring it, just like you taught me to do

Goodbye