Tidal Wave - Dead Silent

It’s been a long day, please no one talk to me

If I ain’t seen you in a minute, don’t even bother

I see you got your hands out but got nothing to offer me

Just know that I’ve been crossing my I’s and I dot my T’s

I’m really going through this

I’ve been reaching out

I know one day the score will even out

No one believes me now

Since I was little kid I’ve been aiming higher than I can reach

And finding everything’s just a bit bigger than what it seems

What if it don’t ever end

Am I optimistic or malevolent?

Yeah «never settle» is th regimen

Give m 4 words that I’ve never said

«Guess I’ll accept it»

Devil’s knocking

My note to God must’ve never sent

That door was locked

Someone let him in

That door was locked, someone

I went and crashed my car the other day

Homies telling me to turn my head and look the other way

But the water’s getting high and I’m about to suffocate

I don’t want an early grave

Here comes the tidal wave

Back in fight mode

Gotta last the night

Give me half the knife

Let it pass through my bone

Asleep at the wheel when I’m passing five-o

Missed my turn, I just passed the high road

Heart racing, let me check the vitals

So sick of sitting idle

Swear to god I’m not suicidal

Mind over matter

Always swore that I’d break the pattern

Got no time for no social ladder

Introverted, but a social addict

Can’t be upset if I don’t know about it

I don’t exist if I don’t post about it

I don’t know where I would go without it

Levitating, looking for balance

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I went and crashed my car the other day

Homies telling me to turn my head and look the other way

But the water’s getting high and I’m about to suffocate

I don’t want an early grave

Here comes the tidal wave

Lately people only hit me for favors

Friendly messages, then find a way to slip it in conversation

Simple things became complicated

Now I’m so overwhelmed to the point I lose motivation

This ship is sinking, just hit the glacier

Never leave my bed, I think sleep is safer

Tryna lift the pen, it don’t leave the paper

Wanna meet a friend that don’t need a favor

Keep writing, it keeps piling

Declining, thoughts keep rioting

Lot’s of y’all are fake and keep quiet

This car’s about to break from steep mileage

I went and crashed my car the other day

Homies telling me to turn my head and look the other way

But the water’s getting high and I’m about to suffocate

I don’t want an early grave

Here comes the tidal wave